Avoid

My eyes ache.
Maybe I haven’t seen enough
Maybe I sleep too much
To avoid the rush
Avoid the void
So big I can’t even reach the other side of the problem
You pull me here
Then I push you there
I need the feeling
The one I created years back
When I knew I was in control of it all
Before I lost the directions back home
Wanting the space to fill
The sound to silence
The breeze to come
The cool to enter
Pour over me
Like I did before
Like you will once more